Graveyard Suicide

I walked through a grave yard last night
It was quiet and everyone was at peace
I felt so welcome among those who only sleep
I began thinking why do I carry on
when I have no dreams at all

Grief and pain are my only friends Is it time for my end?
This was the choice which I faced
After all, everyday is merely the next
There have been times when I felt slightly hopeful
but that only sank in misery's boat

So there, amongst the dead I came to the conclusion
That it was time to bring an end to my life's illusions
The blood flowed like a river as I took a razor to my wrist
I would have made preparations, said my good-byes
but, I doubt that I'll be missed

It became cold as everything went black
for the first time, I felt glad
because I knew there was no going back
No dreams. I had no further reason to try
I no longer wished to live and I do not regret that I am dead