Anger, Hate and you...

I'm sick of it all, sick of what I've turned into
There is so much anger inside me,
Where did it come from, will it ever be gone
You make me so angry
Everything about you makes me sick in anger
I'm sick of it all sick of my life.

My anger is deep within me
No one can hear me screaming in agony
My anger wants to kill me, Its what makes me mad
Makes me want to smash a wall
Makes me want to carve my body with hate
I'm sick of all the anger, sick of my life

I have enough hate to burn a forest
Hate that creeps, sneaks and haunts
Hate that makes the worst of every situation
Hate that cuts into my nerves, worse than a blade
Hate that cannot be controlled, hate that sickens my world
I'm sick of all the hate, sick of my life

I'm sick of it all
Sick of the misery and the chaos
Sick of the despair and desolation
Sick of the pain and the strife
Sick of the hurt, sick of life
but loving the knife.