My only reality

For once I thought the pain was easing, it felt as if it was fading away.
But I figured that was just a mistake and that it’ll always be here to stay.
A mistake is all I am, and all that was ever meant to be,
A nobody that’s me! Fuck life, it was never meant for me, I never had a choice to be here,
but that’s okay I’m doing all I can to ensure the end is near.
I’ll go away from your lives, stop fucking up forever!
I’ll be gone tomorrow from you all, as my life remains to severe.
To cover up my pain, was the only thing on my mind,
the cuts on my wrist, is the pain you soon will find.
I don’t want to be here, I don’t want to exist.
So let me go, let me be free, from this hurting that I feel.
For once just let the death of me be the only thing that’s real