Let me go home

I'm tired, I'm so very tired
Sometimes death is my only friend
that blade maybe my reason
to just cut my veins and die

So many people look up to me
to be the friend that makes them laugh
that shoulder who everyone cries on
and be a strong individual and person

Starving is my only way out
at least you can look down my throat
and tell if i have purged or not
or how many days its been since i purged or not

No one will hold me or let me cry
I will not allow myself to cry or weep
I have to be strong but i long for death
Let me have peace, please let me go home, let me die.

A brave new world

Fear me now all ye of earthly existence
for it is now my time
time for me to unleash my wrath on your morbid existence
time for you to acknowledge my greatness
greatness so great that even the greatest bow to me

Your death is your own doing
your pretty little excuse for life
your cheating and lying ways
your fear of being yourself
your blood is on your heads alone

Only the brave will survive
those who can say it as it is
those who have the balls call wrong, wrong
they will roam the face of the earth freely

A new world order will be established
I will show the way to the few braves
they will be my legionaries
I look forward to this day

A brave new world